Hundreds of things

Hate

1. my dad
2. black and brown together
3. the word "actually"
4. the gophers
5. being broke
6. getting my period...too much info? sorry!
7. dirty dishes
8. things that are broken
9. not having a peep hole on my door
10. phone numbers I dont know....especially when they call me
11. jeans when they get stretched out and become saggy
12. crying
13. bills
14. moving
15. math
16. glass objects
17. canadians when they are in egf or gf
18. craig sheer...gabe knows what I mean
19. wearing hats
20. gas prices
21. my cousins girl friend
22. mean people
23. lindsey lohan
24. fords
25. mid size pick ups...just drive a car
26. filling propane in the rain or when its like 50 below
27. nascar
28. St. Cloud State
29. being rushed
30. the dentist
31. the doctor
32. traffic
33. my dresser
34. dirty mirrors
35. tests
36. golf
37. alarm clocks
38. reba
39. most rap music
40. broken zippers
41. mini vans
42. fake people
43. tattoos on necks
44. musicals
45. the smell of grease
46. coffee
47. my love handles
48. being smothered
49. olives
50. tomatoes
51. blood
52. needles
53. drunk people when im not drunk
54. clingy people
55. john deere...case is waaaayyyyy better!!!
56. when the temp reaches 80 or above! way too hot for me
57. dry skin
58. things that expire
59. being scared
60. pack rats
61. when computers freeze up
62. going to work at 530 am
63. being sun burned
64. kate gosslin...shes a bitch
65. death
66. my state and local government class
67. getting in trouble for something i didnt do
68. things that are touch screen
69. bossy people
70. driving in fargo
71. forgetting
72. cops
73. math...im putting it down again because I really hate it
74. falling
75. icy roads
76. paper cuts
77. long lines
78. not being 21...only 3 more months to go!!
79. a messy house
80. white bread
81. over priced items
82. valentines day
83. easter sunday mass....its waayy to long
84. over religous people
85. people who think they are always right, all the time
86. a dirty car
87. 32 avenue road....they really need to fix it
88. when clothes shrink
89. white walls
90. goths
91. hot topic in the mall...wothless store
92. public bathrooms
93. licking envelopes
94. stubborness
95. sweating
96. having to get oil changes
97. snakes
98. spiders
99. beggers
100. being sad

Hundreds of things

Like

1. my mom
2. my family
3. coach
4. my bed
5. the buckle
6. apples
7. My friends
8. warmth
9. snow (sometimes)
10. my phone
11. BBM
12. my vehicle
13. job...sorta
14. school
15. hairspray
16. my boyfriend....when hes not being retarded haha!
17. country music
18. the color pink
19. the color green
20. FIGHTING SIOUX
21. The vikings...when they win....if thats even possible
22. my couches
23. my rachael ray cooking stuff
24. MONEY!!
25. love
26. happiness
27. christmas
28. my birthday
29. cable
30. being debt free!!
31. color pencils
32. sharpies
33. Arctic cat
34. chevy
35. diesel pick ups
36. farmers at my work
37. my computer
38. getting my nails done
39. getting my hair done
40. playing in the mud
41. going to the lake
42. hunting
43. eating!
44. working out
45. taking showers
46. bobby pins
47. sweatshirts
48. 4 wheel drive!
49. my baby blankie
50. animals!
51. sleeping
52. shopping
53. subway
54. locks on doors
55. auto start!
56. front row parking
57. 4th of July
58. ice water
59. carrots
60. writing
61. talking
62. texting
63. laughing a lot
64. memories of good times
65. camo
66. pictures
67. toilet paper
68. beet harvest
69. god
70. church
71. music
72. the smell of my grandmas house
73. chinese food
74. the north face
75. socks
76. google
77. the time 11:11 pm or am doesnt matter
78. belts
79. mascara
80. sweaters
81. flip flops
82. jet skiing
83. payday
84. 24 hour places
85. sams club
86. tennis
87. jeans
88. being hugged
89. the weather channel
90. cleaning
91. pawn stars
92. clocks
93. midol
94. movies
95. relaxing
96. my inhaler
97. mickeys golden light
98. oslo mn
99. the family farm
100. me!

my choice when im wasted

so its 110 am and im wasted thing about nothing just chillin with some friends and livin life to the fullest.....me and my friend paigey went out to eat at red lobster tonight it was so much fun...we talked about losing weight and how hard it can be...we decided that each other need to motivate us...i know its sorta dumb to be blogging when im drunk and have jens class at 12 tomorrow, but i have my paper done so i think its completley okay.... my roommate gabe is the best in the world....she in one of my closest friends and i think we get along super good....she loves to party and i usually just stay home but today i had a hard day in peer review for creative writing.....i had to mention something about my grandpa and i broke down....no one knows how much i miss him.....he meant the world to me and he still does he is my hero and i miss him sooooooooooooooooooooo......much!!!!!!!!!! i would give anything to be with him right now....i want to end this saying I LOVE YOU GIMPS!!! and miss you more than anything in the world....     :(

More Than A Memory

I have a lot of memories built up in my brain, but the one that stands out to me the most is when my cousin Tanner, and I snuck out of the house for the first time. It was a summer night and I was over at my cousins house dinging around in the shop with him and my uncle....he's a farmer so he has a lot of useless junk that's fun for a kid to rummage through. It was getting late so my aunt called my mom and said that I was just going to sleep over for the night. It was probably about 11pm and we were told to go to bed...being 10 years old and we both have a severe case of ADHD that was nearly impossible. We both lay in bed thinking of how fun it would be to go outside and drive the brand new go-cart that I had just got for my 10th birthday...it didn't have any headlights so now when I think about it today it sounds really dumb but we were some pretty goofy and daring kids so we didn't care. Anyways, we decided to go for it and try to get out without my uncle hearing us...we proceed to crawl down the stairs, but being its an old farm house every step you take the floor creeks in return. We made it down the stairs and out the back door. It was amazing he didn't hear us!! Little did we know he had heard us and was watching us out the upstairs window the whole time...we jumped in the go-cart and took off for the path in the woods that lead to our grandparents house. We walked, ran, and drove that path a bunch of times a day...so with no head lights it wasn't a real big concern. We made it to our grandparents lot and all we had to do is stay out of the way of our grandmas HUGE metal clothes line polls. During all of this crazyness my uncle had gotten on the phone with my grandpa and told him to watch out the patio window because we were coming thru his back yard and he told him to stop us because we were supposed to be in bed. As soon as we drove to about the middle of the yard our grandpa turns on a huge deer shiner spot light....not only did it scare the living hell out of us, but it also blinded us and we wrapped my brand new go-cart around the poll. He ran down to us to see if we were allright and we were, but just really scared for the consequences of our actions. He told us to get inside and get to bed because my uncle was mad as hell...the next day we woke up and ran outside to see the damage of the go-cart....but it was gone!!! Apparently, my grandpa brought it in to get fixed. I couldn't wait to get it back and rampage thru the country side in it. About a week later I saw him driving down the long gravel road that lead to his back shed...my cousin and I ran to him as he was getting the go-cart out of the back of his pick-up and he told us "get the heck out of here the go-cart is off limits for the rest of the summer"....I was devistated. He chained it up ironically to the clothes line poll and told us not to touch it. I cried and cried for the rest of the day....I was grandpas little girl so that rule lasted about 3 hours and he unchained it and gave it back to me.

quote

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

Its out of the bible and I keep it in my wallet. I love this because no matter where you go or what you face god is there to protect you. He tells you to be strong in any situation that comes your way and to not be afraid because god is there to give you advice and guide you thru anything. Also because he will never leave you and is always by your side. Its my favorite!!!